WOW! The last 5 years of irresponsible eating had finally caught up with me...and it was heartbreaking. At that time...I never thought about the health risks of being heavy. For me, it was about my appearance. My self esteem was at an all time low. Sitting down was starting to be uncomfortable. I was almost up to a size 14 (and mind you, I'm 5'2"). What had I done to myself? Though I had continued exercising after my college soccer days, it would not be enough to combat the effects of emotional eating and mindless eating. From 2004 until 2007 I struggled with the weight. I became an obsessive exerciser...spending at least 2 hours in the gym and going about 6 days a week. I would commit to burning 1000 calories on the elliptical machine...no matter how long it took. This usually took me an hour (25 calories every 1.5 minutes. I had it down to a science). If I was feeling tired...then it would just take me longer. What did not change much was my eating. I was never big on fast food or really greasy foods, but I had a weakness for sweets...and pizza. That aside, my biggest problem was portion size. The bottom line...was that I was working so hard in the gym...and "trying" so hard to stay on my "diet"...and nothing was more frustrating than not seeing results. The good news, is that I finally figured it out with the help Valerie Waters who not only inspires me everyday, but had much to do with my transformation...and of course Sonya Roosedaal who helped kick my butt into shape! And here's how far I've come:


If you struggle like I did...and like I still do from time to time, don't worry. It's never too late to make a change. You just have to want it bad enough. While I still have health and fitness goals of my own, I have found confidence in myself knowing that I love my new body even while I continue to work towards my goals. And on top of it all, I get to help others reach their goals...and whether they know it or not...they are also helping me to stay motivated.
I hear you, I relate to you, and I want to help you achieve your health and fitness goals!
